When I look back, I have wasted on so many things, times, energy, money, emotion and the list could go on and on .... I feel bad ... By using and wasting so many things, it does not necessarily make me feel good, in fact, now, I do feel bad .... Feel bad of my decision / I always have this emotion that what I have is not enough,that I need to have more, in case something will happen, the in case thing, it is not necessarily happening and do you realize as at times, when things happen, your mind will able to react to it. My planning for in case things might happen had me to to plan of putting roll bed in my car in case I have to sleep somewhere that could have happen but until now, it never happen. I am planning way too much ahead, and I unable to see what is in front of me, to savour moment, to enjoy the time that I have now, and I am worry about what could happen in the future. Then there is problem with books, as I buy anything that they sell in the bookstore th...